I'm talking about my biological father. I wonder how does he look like. Is there some part of him that I got? Like, do I have his eyes? His nose? His lips? His attitude? His intelligence? Scratch the last one, cuz I got my intelligence on my own.
My lola and me were chatting while stuffing stuffs in the cabinet. She suddenly came across the question about my "dad". She asked if I already asked this to my mom? Because, surely, my mom knows all. I simply said no, and joked about it. In fact, I grew up without him. But curiosity never failed to get me.
I started making my list of what my dad should be... HAHA! I used the materialistic me to make this list. so here it goes:
1. He must be RICH! *kaching*
2. He must know his shortcomings.
3. He must not be ashamed of me.
4. He must be good-looking.
5. He must be an owner of a big time company or whatnot.
6. He must treat me right.
7. He must be have Papa Al's aura...
hmm... I guess I'm not really interested to spend time with him. I just want to meet him and tell him, "here I am, all grown up. I made it to college without you. But you still have the responsibility of treating me as your daughter." And lastly, I want to experience how it feels to be with my
I hope your dad turns out how you want him to be (if you meet him) I haven't spoken to my dad since I was 3 even though he lives 20 minutes away I haven't seen him face to face in over 10 years (last time we didn't speak, just passed each other on the street) He is the opposite of what I believe a dad should be! I see it like..I didn't need him before..I don't need him now. xo
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